2005-01-17
january
1. | the main purpose of life is the achievement of happiness. |
1.1 | it takes two to be happy. |
1.2 | happy is made of smiles, of laughs, of play, of fun; |
1.2.1 | of tender kisses under the november moon and sweaty nights under the august sun; |
1.2.2 | of frosty fingers under cuddly winter blankets and of hunting butterflies in the skies of spring. |
1.3 | there is no such thing as a sad day. |
1.3.1 | the sad moments are when love and friendship grow; |
1.3.2 | the sudden burst of tears is as important as the sudden bout with laughter |
2. | i am myself. |
2.1 | grew up in europe, between castles and design furniture. |
2.1.1 | rome is the most wondersome city. |
2.2 | know a lot of things i cannot use, and still seek those i need. |
2.3 | intelligence and wit and humor and creativity. |
2.3.1 | i cannot live without sharing the things we have learned; without learning. |
2.4 | experiencing, moving, seeking, desiring. |
2.4.1 | i cannot live without doing – be it riding my bike, hiking up the mountains, traveling to distant places or what you have. |
2.5 | i am and i am not. |
2.5.1 | the day you think you have figured me out, i am all different again. |
2.5.1.1 | this is true for everything except for the continuity of my affection and love |
2.5.1.2 | it is true for sex, too. |
2.6 | will you like me? |
2.6.1 | italian looks, athletic build, quite hairy and masculine. you choose. |
3. | are you the sun or the moon or the stars in the sky? |
3.1 | to me, you will be all. |
3.1.1 | no matter what role you will have in my life, no matter what role i will have in yours. |
3.2 | be all to yourself. |
3.2.1 | there should be no thing you wouldn’t want to explore. |
3.2.2 | i want to be able to do everything with you. |
3.3 | demand much; give much. |
3.3.1 | don’t forget life is short. |
3.3.2 | don’t forget life is short. |
3.4 | how will you look like? |
3.4.1 | do i really have no fetish? |
3.4.2 | whatever you look like, i will find you attractive if your heart is open. |
3.4.2.1 | as long as you can chase me around the hills of Tuscany on your bike, that is… |
4. | a day together is a day of joy. |
4.1 | waking up and listening to the silent presence of my man next to me makes me shudder with joy. |
4.2 | feeling his skin under my fingers sends thunderbolts through my spine. |
4.3 | throwing bread crumbs over the table and not worrying about the coffee spills; |
4.3.1 | there is no life without spills. |
4.4 | the beach, the bike ride, the trip to the hot spring. |
4.5 | visiting home, visiting friends, finding new friends together. |
4.6 | working for a living. |
4.7 | love is marvelous, friendship irreplaceable. |
4.7.1 | the blinking light of the answering machine can be joy. |
4.7.2 | there are lots of things you can do in an elevator that is stuck; |
4.7.2.1 | we shouldn’t think of sitting on the floor and wait. |
5. | i am a fool. |
5.1 | worse, i am a romantic fool. |
5.2 | and i love it. |